Im gonna have my mechanics paper later and i think anxiety has just overcome me. It feels the same when i took my Os. I carn wait for exams to be over. I carn wait for results to be out. Somehow, i just detest schoolworks and perhaps, the ppl there. Mum thinks i hate everyone. The other day she just told me this - "just name me the no. of people u like. it will be easier." Anyway, i went for job interview yesterday. I hope i get the admin. job. I think admin jobs are good cuz they are easy money. Its super slacky and the hours are like 9 to 5. its only 5 days per week. I dun think i suit being a sale-girl or anything other than doing admin. cuz i decided to limit myself in this kind of thing. HAHA. this is just something random.

OH! SOMETHING ELSE. sam got herself into trouble and got me over to help her. Its the craziest thing ever. When i reached the hospital, i really had no idea to laugh or to cry for her seeing her in tt aweful state. Its worst than me falling off the bicycle the other time. But again, come to think abt it, when i fall off the bicycle, i think im worst. I looked as if someone had beaten me up. I looked exactly how sam looks like now. So, tt fall was pretty bad. I met sam and ju for awhile yesterday, they look better already. They scare the hell outta me on sunday morning. I wonder where on earth did i pick sam up as my friend. Not just friend, but buddy?