recruitment's over. i dun like how the way recruitment is planned by the school this year. no more such fun and excitment we used to have when i was still in school. those were the wonderful years. not forgetting the drill competition period. it was the best time of my sec. school life! even as i look at the sec1 girls, i noe that they are so gonna ve the same experiance as me n miss them like they way i miss the things tt had happened in GB once they leave school.
anyway, this week has been so bad for me. i gotten throat infection and was stressed up with recruitment and MY PROJECT FOR MICROSTATION CAD WAS BEING DELETED 30 mins before the presentation by some "guy" claiming that he din noe. YA RIGHT. i din noe i said u were digusting when i actually said it. so ya. as i can say, i flunk my presentation. i hate it when the lecture said, "DUN GIVE ME EXCUSES WHEN U DID NOTHING" oh wells. i cried so badly on my way back to kuo chuan with the thought on my mind tt recruitment is still going on.

even though e week was extremely bad for me but still, i depended alot on God n i really thank God tt He had walked through all these with me. recruitment was okie. n my darling dancers, they danced EIGHT times. EIGHT! im so thankful tt they pulled through the day. wad can i say beside, all glory goes to the One above!

after all these, i met up with all my beloved church mates at suntec for dinner. its sucha good fellowship with em. their encouragements and love touched the very bottom of my heart and it melted instantly whenever they say GOD WILL MAKE A WAY. i believe God will make a way for my project. oh, i forgotten to mention. when i reached back school, i saw miss quek(my beloved art teacher). i complained to her wad i went through n she goes, come let's pray. so we set dwn n prayed and i feel so refreshed after tt. God's so good to me. He send nice ppl into my life. on the very day i go heaven, i'll ask God to show me the picture He had painted for my life. I CARN WAIT TO SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL IT CAN GET! so today was spent at aly's hse worshipping God and watching carrie play CS 5000 times cuz she get killed like so many times. but the worship was really splendid. so awesome. i can feel God's presence right before me. totally carn hide but dwell in his presence. its e best feeling for me - to be in His wonderful embrace.

till then!