i just realised, it not just me alone facing the problem of re-taking a module. i mean, i MIGHT. but again. i dun wish to. i just talked to my class ppl. different ppl are worried for different modules. i thank God im not alone. =) have been stressing up with the fact that i might re-take my CAD module. so so worried. but God has been so graceful and sweet. God took my burdens away and make it so much lighter for me to carry on. its so good of Him to listen to my cries every night.

anyway, its my dearest brothers' birthday. i ought to get him something. but i din. on the other hand, he bought me to steph. sun's concert last saturday. its a blast! sitting in the front row sure make a BIG difference. i shall post the pics up soon. i think my relationship with my brother is so close now tt i miss him everyday since he's staying in his hostel. at least, i grow to love my brother more. i will never never forget how he once stand up for me when my parents had been scolding me everyday during that period of time when im so determine to attend church. the way he hug me and cried and shouted at my parents for making me go through sucha thing made me totally break down n let me understand how much my brother loves and cares for me. even though i always take advantage of him and took him for granted, how many a times does he really got fed up with me? NONE. he's sucha sweet brother and i think there's gonna be so much more fun in time to come. i really really feel so blessed and i thank God for him.