Monday, December 5
finally after so long. projects are still not done yet. bad bad. n i just had this bad fall. how abt flying off e bicycle in sentosa. but first of all y did i even cycle in sentosa. well well. aniway, i miss the girls. jo is out of town. kim n char go missing once agn. leaving germs.jas.yean.me dangling ard. so GERMS when is my steamboat coming up? im having pretty fun time in school. okie maybe cept for tt irritating fellow that never fails to follow me everywhere i go. from stalking me home to telling me he wants to commit suicide(HE IS STILL DOING IT NOW) to all e weird things he can do for/to me. oh, not to forget that he's a sick fellow. but com'on com'on, i arint going to be affected by him.
going through spiritual dryness now. its bad. extremly bad. futhermore i need to lead a grp of girls. i really ve zero idea wad to do other than praying. i just want breakthrough within all my girls. i want to see em grow well. i pray day and night hoping that we are going after the same vision. but i really need to come of this dryness im feeling right now. LORD, REFRESH ME! i need to walk back the same path i used to walk. i want to see God's glory, grace and mercy fill my life again n let me walk side by side with Him again such that i wont get lost again. i need to find my way back to daddy. i need more than a cuddle from Him. i know im gonna win this battle once again becuz He loves me. i love u too daddy. i will bring victory back for u!
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