utterly disappointed with u guys. i dunnoe wad to say. but i tink, to a certain extend we arint who we are already. perhaps, im too godly(as u guys may referred as) n u guys carn accept it. right now, im way too conviced that ppl do change. i changed as well. i'll just treat it as nothing had happened. in fact. nothing really happened. just that, there's lesser interactions and laughters involved among us. i do admit i miss those wonderful days. but the days im living in right now arint those days anymore. those beautiful days shall be just kept as memories. shant dwell on it anymore. being to affected by it isnt a way to solve it. oh well.

let me just speak want i want.

The Almightly One Above,
let me just seek comfort n joy in you. let me not depend on men to bring joy and comfort into my life. mould me into the women you wan me to be. led me out of this, take me out of the miry clay. cleanse me n be pure for u. Jesus, allow me to walk through this trial with you. make me believe in you tt what im going through is just for a short moment. make me believe in you tt i will see those beautiful rainbow once agn. let me be contented with just those lil creations of yours!
Amen.