so i was on my way home a few days ago. n its in the evening time. i never really ponder on how beautiful God's creation can be during eventing time. but amazingly, i saw it and i felt it. e sky was pianted in orangey-red with purple and dark blue and within them are strips of white lines (basically the clouds). even thinking of it make me wants to dwell in the presence of God more n more. He can simply just paint tt sky into such a beautiful picture, what more can i sae abt my life? God is really merciful to me. the many times when i let Him dwn over n over agn, He never fails to honour me. in fact, i took God for granted. i did things tt He hated and i believe He's really hurt by me. the many times i comitted myself to him over n over agn, i will somehow fall into the trap of the devil and fail God agn. how much i dont wish to admit, my heart is harden by the devil. i just carn soften my heart. no matter how hard i tried. i drifted away from God. even if u were to say its just tt tiny bit. it means alot to me. i really ve to thank God even for the slightest thing ever cuz He's so awesome n i believe every single encouragements that came from anyone in church is my motivation to run after God even harder. i thank God for all the wonderful sisters and brothers who have always been there for me. esp carrie. she's one great girl whom i cried on, laugh with, accountable to. just everything.

carrie. thanks for being such a wonderful girlfriend and sister in Christ. its because of Christ 's love, therefore we are here for each other..! let us just cont. to SHINE for the one above and to spurr each other on with encouragements. i love u my dear girl..!
thank God for u.