so i always wanted to be an air-stewardess. but its not abt just wanting tt simple. its abt, if tt's God's will. if it isnt, no pt dreaming abt it. so i was thinking on my way home if its just my plain wanting. many times we want God to compromise our standards. but ppl, just tink agn. if u wan God to do tt. y not let God call u god instead. i gotta confess it as well. i often do tt but i do not see myself doing tt. so i reckon i was right. so all along im like yeah, im going to be an air-stewardess. i WILL be and i MUST be. tt's how i lead my life. but its onli today, when i noe i have renew my soul, i shld ve a different mindset towards my future. like what pastor tiak had said. we often want God to change our circumstances. how many times ve i not want God to change mine? if i cont. with e thing tt i wan to be an air-stewardess, i will be like wanting God to change my circumstances if it isnt His will for me to an an air-stewardess. i truely need God to reveal his calling for me. i wan God to tell me what He wants me to do after i get my diploma. i believe Jesus in the answer to all my needs. Amen.