youth camp ended today. i wont forget how carrie pull me onto tt slippery mat filled with butter and jam n we fall right on our butts. ultra painful. n i landed on my elbow. CARRIE. PLS FEEL GUILTY RIGHT NOW. =) but man. its my first youth camp n im sure to say its fun and i finally have back e kind of closeness with God again. im ashame to say this but i gotta be honest n say tt i turned away from God cuz im afraid of persecutions. right now, its time to go back to e time when i had a real intimate relationship with God and e covenant i ve made with God during camp is gonna be well-kept by me. i noe its gonna be hard but i'll try and i believe carr and char will spurr me on. my lovely ladies in church. the last night of camp is so cool. God anointed me and i carn stop crying. i cried and cried and when the girls came to pray for me i felt so loved by them. and we ve like disco party before sharing. e ultimate cool christian disco party. lyk wad carrie told me on e way home, she loves the church really alot and i gotta agree with her. oh ya. before i forgot. carrie gotten her gift from God. cool arint it? im so proud of this girl. i was still telling her to prepare for something more den tongues cuz God is gonna give her smt more explosive. Bless.

carrie isnt very edifying cuz she told me y carn i ve my name to be mary.

[beautiful.letdwn] sweet annointing wash me over=) says:
bird oh bird.
ja-NICE*vintage-constellations*[for.YOU.alone.i.will.bow.down.and.worship.UR.name] says:
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[beautiful.letdwn] sweet annointing wash me over=) says:
why is ur name janice?
[beautiful.letdwn] sweet annointing wash me over=) says:
y not mary?
[beautiful.letdwn] sweet annointing wash me over=) says:
or even lisa?
[beautiful.letdwn] sweet annointing wash me over=) says:
fatimah's cool too
[beautiful.letdwn] sweet annointing wash me over=) says:
or how bout baba?

u see i treated her like princess. i let her sleep beside me in my bed during camp cuz she was cold. i waited for her each time she was in e toilet. i kept checking on her when she was bathing for 20 mins. and wad else? i bought her the *** when she need it so badly and she whined it me cuz the *** i gave her was too thin and i gotta acc. her all e way back to e bunk to get a LARGER one. she is so ungrateful. i felt bad cuz i was so un-edifying to her during youth camp. but now SHE TOLD ME TO ADPOT MARY AS MY NAME OR EVEN LISA OR FATIMAH AND WAD BABA. carrie, y dun u just call urself big bird e 2nd? u look like big bird when u let ur hair down. consider it!

[beautiful.letdwn] sweet annointing wash me over=) says:
seriosly sometimes i think u are stupid

okie carrie, tt's it. BYE!