persecuted but not forsaken, struck down but not destoryed, always carry in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus that the Life of Jesus may also be manifested in our body.
this was wad carrie told me on monday. i got persecuted, i got struck down but im so glad she came up to me with this phrase. many things to think abt. school starting soon. time to face new ppl. Lord, may i ask that u deliver people of good heart to me in DCSE. tt's wad i really fear right now. not abt em wearing PMK shirts. but abt e kind of hypocrisy and fake-ness and those full of motive. i skip FOC camp cuz its at st.john island. tt's e main reason y i din wan to go. on e other hand, im really excited abt school starting. log into my acc. in sp and got to see like tonnes of stuff there for me. design project 1 is up. building technology and materials. but i got nothing to do with those till school really starts. but im satisified with the math im doing now. im indeed glad that God has been in my path for e past few days. i have not been really a good christian though. i did qt for e sake of doing it but when i got to feel that God was right beside me on my bed at e end of e day really make me feel so loved and i felt e secure i long to ve. like who else can ever do that? even my mum carn do such a wonderful job as compare to God. im off to meet carrie now. i thank God for someone like her.