man! that guy just gotta ruin my dae.
its all ruined! oh wadeverr. im all used to it already.
its been 3 years. after so long he just gotta do it all over again. irritating.
aniway. bought carrie down to church today. n she woke me up by singing a song. yes. with her high pitch voice. n who else would ask for discount when she's paying to go for a camp? miss carrie chen does tt. haha. i love this girl here to bits! aniway, for e past 2 days, sermons was basically focusing on fear. its really appropriate. i have too much of it in me. i ve to learn to let go of certain things. its always those stuff that i cling on to give me fears. i really do hope that God sees wad im saying right here. im waiting for him to cast out like every single fear i ve. its really tiring to live my days with such fear. it totally become something like, im too fearful to even step out of my house. e very 1st fear tt often come slamming right into my face is wad if i carn go church this sunday again. but for e past 2 weeks it had been real good. God's grace was upon me
and mum n dad was reali understanding. i noe i arint suppose to go over e limitations dey have given to me but i do hope a lil miracle will just come upon me. not yet tell mum tt im going for youth camp. but i dun tink i will care tt much u see. they either let me go or i will just go for it. somethings i reali choose not to care. perhaps its easier to lead my life.