e week come to an end alreadyy.
ahhh. happy happy. *skip ard.
alright. anyway. i went back to school to take my cert.
ultimate disgrace. but i still want to say wad carr said.
its our blood, sweat and tears!!! oh well.
moral was real low today. i dunnoe if its just carr and I or wad.
but haha. knowing tt tmr is a sat boast our moral a lil.
i was feel really happy past few days till today.
man! major moodswings. cramp was terrible.
but wasnt as bad as vomiting and feeling dizzy.
on a lighter note. jospeh passed his driving test. praise God. see that this guy reali grow alot ever since i know him. i mean yea. i couldnt believe tt it was really him when time really passes and when i get to know him better. maybe he isnt tt bad after all. i was e one tt choose to look at things not infront of me but behind me. okie. fine. in short. i choose to cling on to e past.
know wad? God answered one of my prayers and im really happy. i dunnoe if its for real or what. but im still gonna pray abt it. i mean yea. at least i noe God dun wan me to loose a friend or smt. and God is stirring up our friendship again i guess.
alot of things ve been arousing recently, be it my stuff or other ppl ones. its like really scary. abt em telling me what they are going through arint trails from God but more of an attack from satan. u see tt? its really scary. i felt tt once n i noe tt kind of agony they are going through esp when u noe u can turn to no one abt it. i mean e worst is to feel tt Jesus isnt by ur side. i wouldnt wan to feel tt way again but its not up to me. its all up to e one up there.

daddy,
so far this week is really good for me. u ve been placing me in ur good hands. i praise and glorify ur name for that. but daddy, i hate to see that my friends are under e control of e evil one. it hurts to see that they are going through all these feeling so helpless and hopeless. i ask sincerely that no matter how big e attack will be on em and no matter how complicated e trail u give em is going to be, i pray tt they will still learn to seek ur face and not sink in thinking that u arint there when u are right beside. show em that u lives and reveal urself to em. take away every fear of theirs and place ur holy spirit upon em to keep em calm and let em feel ur love. thank you daddy.
amen.