man! i felt reali reali loved by God.
he's so awesome, so wonderful!
my morning is pretty bad. seriously speaking.
i recieve none of ur msg-es, calls or whatsoever.
sometimes i just wonder if u are still angry or something else happened to u.
i placed my trust in God. tt he will watch over you no matter where u r.
it doesnt matter abt who's right who's wrong now.
all it matters now is tt u are safe n fine.
well, God's awesome lyk wad i said.
God sent 3 angels to me. serious!
dey are such nice ppl alright.
i dunnoe y. but God nva n i repeat NVA.
he never leave me alone in times of trouble.
he will just send an angel down n tell me everything's gonna be alright.
today i was feeling all moody n such. i din wan to talk.
God's just so nice. i felt his presence. i knew tt he was beside me all e while.
when i dun feel lyk talking, he just kept quiet.
when i started talking to him, he listens! HE DOES!
i told him i wan to commit every single thing into his hands.
including how terrible im feeling. not a single thing i kept to myself.
cuz i wan to share every single bit with him. i wan him to go through all with me.
trust me! by lunch time. i can feel e peace all in me. lyk whao.
n whenever im alone, i started talking to God telling him how much i reali love him
n how much i wan him to be in my life. i desperately need him more den ever.
i wan him to go through my 3 years of life in poly together with me
i wan him to go through all e relationships i ve with regardless friends, bf, family with me
i wan him to pick me up each time i feel tt e world is crushing down.
i wan him to love me more n more each dae!
all i wan is him him him n more of HIM!
n yes, im gonna fight my way to go back to chruch!
im goona show mum tt Jesus Christ lives in me n had change me n he is still doing so.
no matter how. for him, im willing to give up everything i ve.
be it good or bad, i live because of e daddy up there.
n may he watches over me days n nights.
guiding me through all e rights n wrongs.
thank God. love.