finally. manage to put smt down.
im so glad everythings over n
im glad i walked it through together wit God.
if not i will prolly break down lyk how i did last time.
so much of a roller-coaster ride.
n im glad God told me everythings alright already.
yes. it is. everythings fine now.
n im reali reali gald to noe u as well.

aniway. putting aside e unhappy stuff.
i met up wit BUDDY today..! lyk been YEARS i met her.
alright its just weeks. im so glad i ve her.
she listened to every single thing tt i said.
lyk how can i admit im not sad. she knows me e best.
oh well. but seriously.
thank God for taking over all my emotions n feelings today.
thank God for taking over my life.
aniwayy. was at life bookstore. saw this book-i do by melody carlson
n saw this prayer.

Dear God,
please keep showing me what is or is not imp in your bigger scheme of things. its not as if i wan to be a spartan and live a life of poverty. but i do want balance and beauty and mostly ur will in my life. give me e wisdom to make all the decisions that seems to continually come my way.
Amen.

i mean yes. its so apporiate. n YES. I BOUGHT E BOOK.
of cuz not just for tt prayer. but for all e PRAYERS.
n certainly i do feel way much better.
n i will certainly learn a better way of letting go.

OH MY GOODNESS. russell just told me abt e prize presentation
n blessed russell!! im so proud of tt fellow for putting all e trust in God.
though he n his team din get e 1st prize but God answered his prayers.
man! lyk GLORY TO THE LORD. God gave em e 3rd runner up,
best flash animated award and most innovative or popular(either one)
who else can do all these other den e one up there?
praise God..!