aahhh.
i want u to want me.
haa. tt's damn it retarded.
anyway i saw tt guy. tt damn it hot guy!
for 2 whole days. man! tell me im gonna see him tmr as well.
i may be dreaming. i may be lying to myself yet again.
but dere's way too much stuff i wish i could say aloud.
sigh. i wish i dun just have to look at him from far.
but get up to him n tell him tt i need him still. =)
okie okieee. tt's too fairytale already..!
anyway. had enrolment rehersal yesterday....
i feel lyk shit now. im so freaking tanned. my face's all red.
mum's screaming cuz its red n my face will turn dark not long later.
I DUN WAN IT TO HAPPEN AS WELL ALRIGHTT!
after tt we got JOs meeting till 10 in school.
i was shit tired by e time i reach hme at 11.
but i still cont talking on e phone. till mum need to scream at me.
n tt was lyk 1 alreadyy. fall asleep n got woke up by this NOT so hot guy.
HAHAHAHA! yet another rehersal. im not feeling unwell or wad shit.
i was just plain tired. i just feel lyk sitting down n start sleepingg.
oh nvmm.
maybe i ought to be honest to him alreadyy.
but dere's to many restrictions to it
im all so dead now... im in a huge dilemma.
i will ask directions from e one up dere. e super duper hot God.
haa... well well...
or manybe i shldnt be so mean. to break em up.
but... she broke up us 1st.