i juz slacked my dae away.
woke up at 12. ate pineapple tarts for breakfast.
had lunch at 1.30.
ate my instant noodle wit curry chicken at 4.
ate tori-q at 6.30. wit half a container of prawn crackers.
lyk wtf. im all stick to e sofa after i ate all these.
n i carn stop myself from sims2 n e tv.
im complaining tt im fat n im eating non-stop.
daaamn.. samantha u shldnt work.
n wad's wit jas. i reckon tt she hates me. serious!
okiee. maybe not.
now i feel lyk whining and kicking someone and do all sort of crazy stuff
that will make someone hate me for tt particular dae.
i shld find nigel. he said he dun mind being my slave.
fineee. i shld make use of him den. =)

before i go, i carn stop luffing at her nick.
caihua! i need to share this wit u. call me.msg me.pm me.
anything!




maybe i shld make clear wit u.
u dun juz find me when u are sad.
u are sad. wad abt me? stop making use of me
we are over.
u call me onli when u ve problems n
kick me aside when u are happily wit her.
i sick n tired of such life.
i ve my life to lead as well.
u ve to noe, im not living my days by my phone waiting for ur msg-es n calls
u may be still e best in my life and i may still keep e memories within me
but u dun ve to take tt weak point of mine to take me for granted.
when im down, when im falling, where r u?
im always dere for u when u are at e worst pt of ur life.
regardless its 12 or 1 or 2 in e morning. i nva fail to pick up ur call.
but i tink all these shld juz put to an end.
im leading a better life, a happier life and of cuz a life without u........