busy busy week for me.

• dere's recuitment, sending miss tay n hannah off to nz
• get my phone to service when i juz gotten it! damn!.
• having unbalanced emotions throughout e whole week
• tinking of more ways to recuit more sec1 girls
• having endless meetings for e resiliance camp

it had been hard on myself on ppl ard me on finally on him.
im way to tired to do anything after work.
sometimes i juz feel lyk gifing up on e job n leave
dere's so many things coming up.
i couldnt juz take leave as n when i like.
e resiliance camp. e fancy drill competition.
meetings and practices. non-stop. one after another.
lyk when will everything end. no one noes.
worries for Os result nva end.
this is how tired i feel. both physically n mentally.
n couldnt help but to tink of gifing up on him as well.
n gifing up on every single thing.
but allowing God to be e pillar in my life.

SAMANTHA:
lets go out. its been 2 whole damn weeks. i needa spend time wit u!! lets go back lips n drink chocolate milk n start reading e endless stack of CLEO n eat.eat.eat! n luff at funny ppl who dun wipe their mouth after eating. n start creating our own jokes. n let ppl chase u outta girls toilet! [haa] n finally, walk from herren to far east to taka n back to herren n den back to lips juz to drink another cup of chocolate milk..!