im having this reali horrible runny nosee...
n its driving mi crazy
i hate feeling when u want to sneeze so much but u juz carrn
i promise to ve a party if i can juz sneeze...
dammn!

well well. im happie for my phy practical..!
i scored 10/15. lyk yeahh! i was watching tv.
walking round e whole hse e nite before.. n of cuz
IM PROUD OF MYSELF!

ohh gosh. can i sae i lurrrveee mr goh?
haa. i sure do alrightt.. cuz he's reali nice
believe mi. he is niceee n wayy too nice!
haaa....

she got a little funnie lately....
she tried too hard to create "funnie" jokes but she failed terribly.
chris n i carn helped but tried luffing hard...
too hard.. so hard.. it made us so mad...
n i told em everythingg.. well.
im so glad tt dey are here for mi.

i was telling ger. tt i wans a "retro party" after Os
well... laaa. of cuz dey agreed to it.. but
its all after e Os.. i carn wait!! i reali carn waitt!
i carn wait to celebrate e ending of Os.. lyk 2 mths moree
y is this 2mths so draggy? but somehow im NOT prepared for it

arrr.. i recieved false hopes again
im utterly down n i carn focus...
im down too okiee.. im dying too.
im crying too. who m i to turn to.. not u.
nor u. n nva u! but y muz everyone come to mi
when dey are down.. dey are dying.. n when dey are crying..
who m i suppose to turn too... i hate it. i reali hate it..
its difficult for mi to carrying all these alonee..
i carn.. its way too much for mi to carry.
im falling downn. i still carn accept e fact..
or maybe i dun wan to accept e fact...
dey expected this much.
he expected this much.
she expected this much...
juz how much u guys expect from me
dere's no reason y i carn make a decision
i dunnoe y either...
e decision i made is forever wrong. wrong
cuz u will nva agree to it...

i cried. i scream. i did everything. but i juz dun ve e courage to jump down...

i dun tink im even hating u.. i silly enuff to do it..
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