i feel lyk having a long post today
so if u get bored half-way. well
den finee.. get lost. =)

so im SUPPOSE to go shopping wit mum
mum's soo excited abt this gown tt she wanted mi to ve it
but sometimes i reali dun trust her. *oops.
n she told me. juz to bring me to town to look at it
i need not ve to buy. but i bet. i bet. she gonna force me to buy it
well. under sam's pressure n stuffs.
i decided to go mugging wit her instead
i can see tt mum was REALI dissapointed.
well. she headed town herself. n yeah. she told me how happie she was wit her stuffs
she bought lyk many many cosmetics this timee...
(im glad i wasnt dere. if not im dead bored)

okiee. so yep. went mugging. headed to mac
was too crowded. went tp mac instead
settle downn. n studyy..... for some timee
n tt idiot sae she wanted a haircut so yeah. went to hairplay.
almost fall alseep.. though e wall is painted in orange.
its plain. i still prefer bluebleu.
ookie wadever it is. went back to mos in bishan
got chase out cuz its dinner timee. headed to mac.
settle down.. dint reali study. but talked alot wit her
n oh ya. before i even forget. e new tomyam sux.
dey are using e tomyam paste to cook it.. n it taste
so much lyk e maggie noddle tt i ve at hme.
talked lyk everything wit samantha.
from tt girl to this girl. from how i feel to how she feels.
but well. i hate to stay at hme on weekends. but i dunnoe y.
i juz want to go home once i stepped out of e hse.

hmm. smtimes i feel im so biased against my dad
i nva want to share e same spoon.cup.straw....
i nva share food wit him
i onli do tt to mum.
i even eat mum's leftover.
i drink from mum's cup. uses mum's spoon.straw....
but nva dad's. i dunnoee y.
simply. i dun share saliva wit dad.
i dunnoe y either... but arr. i tink its normal huh.
i tink others are behaving like i do ritee. =)

i become sucha food addict these few daes.
i empty one whole tube of chocolates. [u noe e extremly big tube over at e supermar.]
in juz an hour. eating it while im doing my maths
n ate soo much today.. ate e macwings.[it taste diguesting. wayy too much oil]
ate e macdippers or wadsoever. ate sundae.
ate tomyam. juz imagine e amount of calories i had taken in e whole entire dae!
goshh. its this much. [----------------------------------------]

dere's no stars tonight.. n i kinda feel alittle werid.
seriously. i need to learn how to reject ppl
i nva noe how to. ookiee. not in a relation kinda thing
but when it comes to helping out ppl in certain stuffs n doing certain stuffs
i help em do in every circumstances. i nva now how to reject.
n i feel kinda bad for myself.
i feel very bad when i reject someone
but i myself ve to attend to smt imp too. but i will still feel bad.
so in e end i still help e person.
samantha told me tt's y everyone take advantage of me.
even she used tt weakness of mine to "bully" me.
com to tink of it. shes ritee.
i dunnoe. i reali dunnoee

so erm. i tink im gonna ve a dim sum breakfast wit samantha
on mon. lyk so cool. its a long long time since i touched dim sum
lyk whao.. this is e canto's favourite. DIM SUM!. haa
crystal jadee.. =) dey serve reali good dim sum.
now im toking abt food again. but wadeverr.

hmm. prelims had been kinda good so far.
juz hope for a simple 17 pts.
okiee. i noe its so higgh. but this is wad i expect from myself since i
had not been puttin much effort this timee
okie. maybe some sort of last min effort.

i feel im saying rubbish. im juz trying to waste my time
by saying all this stuffs. simply cuz im BORED.
sheesh. i tink im gonna ve an hour bath time laterrr
long time since i had my hour bath. gonna play my bubbles bubbles inside
hahaaa. n maybe do a little facial for myself... gonna "steal"
my mum's whitening mask. HAHA!

off.~

spinning: ashlee simpson - surrender