i did hear abt it.
i dun care whether he likes her
or whether its she likes him
i mean. its none of my problem animore
i began to tink more for myself now
i began to noe tt wad i reali need is to pass my Os
n not to spent e rest of my life wit him
spending e rest of my life wit him is juz an illusion.
smt too fairy tale for me. cuz i noe no matter how hard i try
we carn go back to e past
e past is e past. perhaps i onli left wit memories.
but i dun wan memories to tie me down.
if it tie me down now. my whole life is gone.
im facing a major exam. smt big enuff for mi to see my future
if i were to let this thing affect my life...
my future's gone. im doom. FOR LIFE
so finally i straighten out my tots.
if its urs it will be urs.
if it isnt. tt are better ones outsidee...
i juz dun wan to care so much animore.
finally after so long. i picked up e courage to sae all this stuffs.
im glad its overr. everything. yeah. i still dun hate him.


n yea. im facing cramps n im dying n next. i tink i screw it again.
sighh!