Saturday, August 14
im in total frustration!
i dun get it okiee
its not tt i failed my chi.
i juz din do well for it
i dun understand y it is a muz for mi to study from 6 to 12 at nite
n im suppose to get hme by 4 everyday from skool
im not allow to go aniwhere for 3 whole mths. n i hate it
im not allow to rest even after an hour of studying
im so controlled..
i noe im suppose to study..
but i dun c e pt dere for mi to study if u guys keep on restricting mi to do sooo many stuffs
i noe dere's a limit for everything n i noe my limits.
i noe when to stop..
i need nt u guys to tell mi wad to do n plan my time-table for mi
i dun need u guys to check my work for mi..
IM OLD ENUFF TO DO ALL THESE MYSELF..!
my mum is stressing mi up.
went skool at 11 today.. reach hme at 4
being chased to study at 5.30
studied till 7.30
rest for dinner..
got rush to study till 8.45
now i juz wan to rest.. okie u can sae i shldnt use e damn com
but arrgghh. wadever.
i gt scolded for resting.. okiee. finee. i noe i shldnt use it
but i hate it when dey control mi n tell mi wad to do
im suppose to do 50 ques a dae for maths
study my bio EVERYDAY! memories all e damn facts
read through my geo everyday.
do all e revision for all e subjects everydae within 6 hours
okiee. even if i do it.. can my body do it...
dammn. lyk i can survive wit 6 hours of sleep everydae
I CARN!
now im off to study... i carn do anything.. can i....?
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