e previous post is damn childish!
made mi sound so kid n remind mi how i was lyk when i was in sec2
total kid. total child

okiee. so the bs had a great time yesterday
went creap n creams 1st den off to lips
i still love e chocolate milk over dere
erm luff alot.
e unknowingly funnie jokes n riddle by kim chong
e retard jasmine tan
e lovely jolyn foo
e zi-lian charlotte lim
e luff-at-everything germaine phua
e cao zi-lian cum being ignored all e time leow yean chin.

haa.. onli u girls noe e best abt e happiness
gonna ve another gathering onli after Os
which is gonna be veryyy long

pics are uplaoded into e com but im too lazy to post it up here
i shall do it later.. little by little bit.

met jolyn in e morning today
she is sucha sweetie....
ate n den tok alot wit her
reali. w/o her. i reali dunnoe how m i going to spend this whole entire dae
at least she noe wad im going through.
we are juz going through e same thing
dey nva seem to noe abt it
we suffered for em. dey nva care
perhaps we got to learn to cherish things.
i hate to take things for granted now.

i tot i can juz accept e damn fact n get on wit life
but how would i noe. i kept drowing myself in books n works
perhaps i juz worked too hard to hide myself from e everything
i acted as if im sucha happie girl.
i did everything. i went shopping. i went cafe to cafe to waste my boring hours dere
juz to hide myself from reality.
i even luff at e most stupid joke ever n ppl gifing mi e most sick look
thinking im mad. i dun care.. all i wan is juz to hide from reality
but how long can i reali hide from it
stop asking mi to gif up. stop saying its no pt
i noe all these. i need not u guys to tell mi all these damn stuffs!
gif up? alright. i tried. i did alright! but i carn not lyk as if u guys can do it tt easily
y muz all these damn shit come juz rite at this moment when everything imp.
is making their way towards mi.
i needa a break. i need it badly. i dun wan to tink abt u. i dun wan to tink abt e memories.
i dun wan to tink abt anything.
i tried to do e nicest thing. to be friend wit u.
i dun wan to pretend. but yet im not doing anything good either.