okiee. e previous entry is kinda crude.
but i still get reali pissed off when i come to tink abt it
im too tired... i find there that is reali no pt in life for mi to work so hard
eventually we gonna die... yet wad is everyone working hard for?

to get e best of everything wit money?
to favour their parents wit good grades?
to be e most beautiful girl or handsome guy on earth so tt girls n guys will go flooding u?

everyone n everything is being so materialistic.
n no one now reali bother abt how bad things had already gone.
read e newspaper on sunday.
this 18 years old girl is sixth mth pregent n she dun even noe
is this reali ignorant or wad
n this is more horrible den ever:
dere's this daughter who was listening to e discman n started singing along
e dad told her not to do so
n she argued back n e dad got so fed-up n took e chopper to cut her hand
okiee. LAUGH! i laughed at 1st.. but come to tink of it.
dun u tink its way too much?

this is getting out of hand.
nobody noes wad love all abt.
n material stuffs on earth are getting all over human beings
i carn deny. even i myself go for material stuffs
though different ppl ve differnet way of interpreting love
but do we reali practise it?

lyk even my mum.
not tt she dun love mi or wadever
but she is pushing mi way to hard to get good grades
i mean. good grades is all she wans from mi
n she dun reali pay much attention to mi.
my attitude. my behaviour.
i admit im trying hard to get her attention this few daes
not tt im a attention seeker.
i juz wan to noe how much she reali care
well. i whined. i threw my temper.
she din nuttin okiee
last time she even resort to slap mi.
c wad i mean? n e 1st que she came hme from work is
"ve u studied? wad did u study? how long did u study?"
n during dinner time
"do u need a tuition teacher? i reali wan u to go jc. okie. at least a poly[duh]"
she dun bother to even sae "hows ur dae"
its reali sad by e end of e dae u dun even get to hear something lyk
"mummy reali cares for u"
sighhh..........