Thursday, July 15
noe wad?
im getting e bag tmr instead
no one wans to get it wit mi
mum is working ot so she isnt going to go wit mi
nvmmm.....
i had my s.s test today.
i din hand up e damn test paper
i din write a single word
serious.
i wasnt in sucha good mood
i meann. i reali isnt in sucha a good mood
even now.
[somehow i hate u]
lyk wad's wrong wit mi.
i din study for geo n maths
n din bother to write even a single word for s.s test
i meann. yea! WAD'S WRONG WIT MI!
prelims comingggg... Os too....
sighh..
n yeaa.. e hamster is juz soo cuuttee
[do u noe ur words hurt me]
went for remedial. eng remedial.
yeaa. actuallyyy. mrs lee is nice[okiee. she said "nice" is some sort of vague word]
so yaa. she is good in her way of teaching eng
noww she gave me e motivation to work reali hard on eng
yeeepp..
[i still carn believe u did n said tt]
well.. im off to do my work noww.
no more last min stuffs.
yep yep. did i metion?
i wasted lyk erm. 5hours yesterday
n onli started my work at 9?
yess! okiee. let mi change for e betaa
[i wouldnt sae i wan 2 gif up]
[i wont blow my top at u again]
[i wont throw my temper ard anymore]
[wad m i toking abt..! its not i wont. its i carn]
[i juz wan back wad i reali wan. -freedom-]
//im going through it alone
again. im so so so much more afrid den b4.
16:28