i ve been waiting
waiting for u to call
waiting for u to sae hi
but it nva happen
 
no. im not sad over it
juz disappointed.
juz wonder y does it onli happen to me
perhaps u did try
juz tt i din get e chance to c or even notice it
 
i wish to go through my everything wit u
but things are no longer e same
e feeling e atmosphere e warmth
now i get wad u mean when u tell mi everything is different
 
i dun lyk e way u treat mi now
in fact i hate it
but yet i wan u to treat mi in tt manner
 
u noe mi as someone who carn decide
now u get it..! i reali carn decide
 
for e past 2 daes u ve been great
e everything u said is so understanding
u made mi feel guilty
finally i realised u are actually e best.
e best for me.
 
for a sudden.
i miss u again.
i miss u so hard so hard tt im going crazy anytime
 
if this time it fails again.
i promise i will onli blame myself for it
cuz u did way too much things for mi n e whole entire thing
but yet i din do a single thing at all
i messed up everything.
u clear up every single piece of thing i messed up.
i did it again. u clear it again.
this is how it works
 
now i realise im reali selfish......
i hope it isnt too late yet......
sorriee...
//n i will nva let go........