real tiredd. did my art work n stuffs n gt reali pissed off cuz she kept on gifing mi damn it crapping attitudee. irritating. menses is killing mi rite now. i hate feminine disability. esp fer this damn it month. its so so painful n horrible. i hardly can reali walk n keep on pms-ing n i hate ppl coming up to mi questioning mi over n over again. damn! still under medication n its so yucckky. n e stupid song smoke machine is reali driving mi crazy. its not even a song. its some damn it stupid irritating crazy techno wif onli 2 words in e whole damn song. "SMOKE MACHINE". i hate damn it stupid techno wif no meaning in it at all n all it does is to wack some stupid metal over n over again. i seriously ve no idea how some ah lians n ah bengs actually can on their damn it headphones till tt loudest volume n go shaking their heads off. dey reali look silly n stupid in it n yes i hate em! dammn. first i hate technos. n next i hate hypocritical ah lians n ah bengs tt go ard shouting some stupid hokkiens valugar words tt dun reali make sense to mi at all. okiee i admit i used it when i was sec 1 n perhaps even 2. but arrghh. it made mi sound so stupid n i realise tt i shld stop it n i dun understand y some creep ass out dere is sill using it as if it made em sound reali cool. doesnt dey even noe how dey perform outside in e streets reflect onto how their parents had taught em? damn. dey throw their parents face down rite to e ground. even beneath e soil! arrgghh. crapp. n yess. i hate posers! a much of em outside dere. i dun mind even to dare to sae: MY CLASS HAS LOTS OF POSERS! not zac. not samantha. but she.she.she! damn.. she is reali getting on my nerve! she carn even fit to be a poser. who is she? she is jie ying. i dun care if she is seeing this or wad. but i tink u shld juz change!. damn.