eeekss. i juz hate tt barstard. yucckkss. he said as if he knew e b[an]*s tt well. damn. no! he dont. from kim to jas. from jas. to ger. from ger to jo den next to yean. yuucckkss. n he still said she was his best friend. freak e hell out of him. i couldnt imagine i actually sat tt n did nuttin but felt reali disguested. he actually gt e guts to sae it infront of mi. wth! it seems lyk im so..... soo.... invisible to him. fine. cuz im chi. n hes not. hes totally black. a freaking black ass! yuucckkkss... my goosebumps were standing when he said all those freaking stuffs. he totally freak e hell out of mi.

[i did all i could. i ve no idea wad else u wan. but since avoiding mi is a way for u to release all e stress u ve within u, den do it. i ve nuttin else much to sae. i did my part n now e rest is all up to u. i juz hope u can realise tt wadever i had done wasnt on purpose. if u consider not trusting mi anymore i ve nuttin much to say. but i hope u seriouly appreciate all e time i ve taken out fer u. dere are way too much stuffs fer mi to handle but yet u nva seems to noe. dun expect mi to noe wad u are tinking n stop saying tt u arint hurt. u arint angry n e next moment u start to trash everything back at mi again. if u tink u are tt stressful. stop a min n tink abt it. i already ve much more stuffs to do yet i still ve to tolorate wadever u are doing. im a human being. i ve feelings. fine! since saying bye is wad u always wanted. den juz leave n not ve anything being settle out. i ve enuff of everything. reali enuff. i need moral courage n not stress addition kit. i already apologised n as fer e rest. is all up to u. im tired. i dun need anymore thing to add on to all my burdens.]