before anything. I NOE WHO TOOK MY KEYS! samantha! idiot. i was looking fer it high n low n u juz acted as everything was sooo soo normal! ha! dad almost killed mi cuz of e damn keys! iddiioott. wad a friend. *were we even friends?* ha.

i juz somehow feel tt im so pampered. i realised all of a sudden. not everythings can juz go my ways. maybe i shld learn to appreciate my parents a little more. maybe i shld juz stop having tt little girl's atttiude towards him n stop being crazy among all my friends. i need to grow up. now i noe how much i actually depend on my parents. on him. n on em. im not tt strong. i always tot i was since i went through so much. but e fact was not. i was strong cuz dey were e ones tt lead mi out of all e sufferings. but wad if i dun ve em. will i be tt strong? or juz stood dere n start crying? after wad had happened. i tink i shld juz face e fact tt e world is somehow so cruel n not everyone is as lucky as i am. maybe i can sae i ve a blessed family though i had many bad conflicts wif my dad. but at least i still noe he loves mi. arrr. im crappy.

*u change mi. u change my life. u made mi noe this world is juz so unfair. dun be sad. shall go through this wif u. wadever happen. u still ve mi.