Thursday, March 25
weee~ i found sexy naughty bitchy. gt all e songs tt ger wanted. samantha wanted n erm. n wad i wanted... wee~ im so so happie. its thursday! e week is coming to an end. did my planning of time-table in school. using 4 periods. okie i ve a final layout of my time-table fer studying my chi. m i going to stick to it? i bet i will cuz i it took mi an hour to set it all out. skip erm eng. remedial after school. wee~ k. im naughty.. i noe i noe. but com'on she's so so boring!!! she din scold mi today k! n i feel real proud. were toking abt some account writing stuffs when we need to write abt e local food. okie tt's e part. everyone throw in ideas! ha. y? i dunnoe. we noe too much stuffs abt food! n when its no longer food everyone gt so silence waiting fer one another to throw in ideas. hmmmm... interesting class..... went roaming ard wif jas.ger.yean. sat at mos, tok a little too much craps. take photos wif jas over n over again( look. we always does tt when we are free n when dere's a camera ard. therefore germs phone was taken away from usss....) n yean is considering is she shld get a camera phone. keee.
im alllll alone at hmeee.... alone... i love this! weee~ mum came into e room juz now n asked if i tok to dad. i told her ya. i did said hi n bye to him. n she gave mi e face. wth! at least i said a hi n a bye instead of going in n out of e hse as if its a hotel. com'on he accused mi 1st. y shld i be e one saying sorrie n taking e 1st step? yes. go ahead n say im stubborn. i had enuff n i noe im not gonna tolorate all e stuffs from him. fer wadever im doing now is fer my own future b not to please him. i may be stress up. i may be tired from all e stuffs im having now n from all e late-nites studying. i wont complain n i wont regret. wadever im doing now is fer myself. i noe wad i finally wan in life already. i no longer wan to depend on him(even though i noe i need him) but ferget it. i shall strive fer my own future n stop pleasing him. i want to study well n of cuz ve my own freedom. i want to be good in my studies but i wan to be a real bad bad daughter! shall onli be good to mum. yes im bias. yes im. but so? i dun care.... this is wad im n who im.........
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