a question struck mi. damn! seriously, i dunnoe e ans to it. i din bother to stop fer a moment to even tink abt e question. it juz float abt in my mind waiting fer mi to ve a right ans to it. i often contradict myself n nva noe or even bother to find out wads e facts. life been miserable n it hasnt been good fer mi. but somehow, dere are things tt actually brighten up my everyday. couldnt reali balance my emotions well. im having bad bad mood-swings. i need a good rest. it would be good even if e world would juz stop fer a single minute. maybe life would be beta fer everyone. less quarrels. less suicides. less divorce. somehow i still believe tt dere's always a secret tt lies reali deep in someone. no one else noe cept fer himself/herself. sheesh! wad m i toking abt. it juz dun make sense!

okie. let's tok abt today! maths was great or wad? but juz juz juz I DUN VE ENUFF TIME. juz kill e hell out of mi. wrote a thousand n one crap fer geo n i tink im passing it. i need to pass it. kill mi if i dun! duh! n zac was practically mad abt maths. this wad he said: " i took farking 15mins to figure out e farking PQR n by e time i sort out e farking PQR, the farking time is up n i need to pass up e farking paper" okie. i feel reali sorry fer u! hahaz. chapel was erm. nagging session. yak yak yak! n yes. saw e Os result of 2003. hm... 26.4 e average mark fer L1R5 of previous particular class. mr goh was indirectly trying to tell something to 4joy! we gt e hint n all of us understand. at e period of time. everyone ve a smile on their face but yet i noe tt everyone was juz lyk mi. worry tt we would somehow be lyk em. but i believe my class can do it. dun u tink so 4joy peeps? its time to reali work hard. 8 more mths. com'on! let's stop playing n start mugging! we need to start. can we do it? hmm... i believe we can. lets ve faith! n i realise something. she doesnt look tt bad after all.