Sunday, March 28
its beeen erm. 5 daes. i heaven tok to dad yet. damn! dun ask y. ..... hmmm... e day went stupid. postponed my tuition for something imp... hehehez. went out fer lunchie.bought some stuffs. reached hme. n yes. this is e part!
mum: y did u come hme so late?
mi: erm. i went to buy stuffs.
mum: im not scolding u. u need to noe. u carn be taking advantage of everything. it isnt ez for mum n dad to earn money u noe. yes. u can spend e money but not everyday. u went out yesterday rmb? i let u out cuz u ve been a good(keee) girl the whole week. u ve been studying in e nite despite tt u are so tired after e long dae in skool(oooohh. she noe tt. hmmm....)
mi: wait. wad are u trying to sae?
mum: i juz hope tt u will juz study hard this yr. n rite at this moment. it isnt ez to get a job outside now(hmm... i will onli get a job in 10 yrs time... yep.. lalala) so u ve to do reali well fer ur Os. i had planned out fer u. after ur Os. go poly. after poly. get a degree. dad n i will sent u to aust to study.
mi: huhz. but im onli sec4
mum: no more tok abt this.(wth) go study......
damn. c tt? she planned it w/o telling mi. i hate it! sheesh! wadever. rite now. i shld concentrate. guess wad. im kinda interested in e course. child-phychology. hmm... once told mum abt it. n she solded mi. wth! i used to lyk mass-com n mum strongly encouraged mi to take it. to tink abt it. wad can i do? a DJ? nooo... a jounalist? nooo.... nuttin interest mi larx. ferget it. i shld juz studyy harddd now...
to [u]:im sorrie. i din noe a phone call means so much so much to u. sorrriiiee... -hugs-
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