Tuesday, March 23
damn her, her n him! damnnnn.... she told em toooo much stuffs n now dad tinks tt im fooling ard wif my freedom again! NOT! freak her off.! damn. im soooooo. pissed off now. i tot of giving up being in e g.o.h. dey said i din spent much time studying! wth! do dey mind? CAN DEY TAKE BACK THEIR WORDS? i sat dere all e way till 12 juz to study. fine fine fine. dey are always rite. im wrong. forever wrong. mum tok to mi. okie. she is soo understanding.. f**k up dad! damn. i TRIED to love him k! I TRIED. BUT I CARN! he gave mi toooooo much love tt im so afraid to even accept! i always wanted to say "no thx. u are gifing mi toooo much love" damn crap! he's tooo over-protactive. always tinking tt her daughter might somehow get conned by same ass crap out dere. n always ve e tinking tt if he buys mi something, i ve too beee a real good daddy's girl! CRAPZ! juz fer e.g: 2 daes ago. i wanted fresh milk. he bought it n he said u muz be a good girl if not im not going buy it animore. LYK HALLO! HE'S MAD! MADDDD. real mad. okie good! REAL GOOD NEWS! he said something tt i almost wanted to go jumping up n down. HE SAID HES GIFING UP ON MI! WEEEE~ congrate mi! he tinks tt im hocking on e com all dae long to do some stupid stuffs n tinks tt im surfing pron n came in to check every now n den. N E WORST! he doesnt noe tt coursework need computer to check on pics. informations etc etc. n he tinks im surfing some porn n not studying! f**k! porn? WAD A JOKE! i ve enuff of u damn crap. u pissed mi off everyday n stop tinking i need to be ur little girl by ur side all dae long! IM NOT LONGER TT 4 YRS OLD XINYIN! IM 16! damn. gif mi a break!!!. tsk.tsk.tsk!
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