tiring dae... but im happie! weee~ hahaz..recuitment wasnt as exciting as i expect but guess everyone did their best to recuit e girls n i tink i crap too much wif e sec1 girls.. telling em tt we are sec4s.. gonna leave e school soon.. need to recuit em into gb to be future gb leaders n were telling em tt if dey join dey will make a beta leader den all of us.. wahahaz.. dey believe n joined! hahaz... n oh gosh~ raymond foo! u look damn smart today! hahahaz.... sae thank you! u beta do when u c mi! u shld be proud k! even gb girls sae u look damn nice n smart in tt wadever 1st uniform... or wadever it is... hahaz..... lots of stuffs happened after recuitment.... pioneers were ask to get into 3joy n talk abt drill competition.... i reali ve no feeling at tt moment of time.. but somehow.... it wasnt anyone fault i guess but juz no faith n commitment in each n everyone in e pioneers.... i believe each one of us choose to study~ seriously i want to study~ but e word selfish juz appear on n off each time i tot of not going.. hmm.. but many of em are in such a diffiuclt position.... wanyi n phoe. cried... sigh~.. diz put everyone in such a diff. position.. but neither do we want to play e sec3s out.... if possible.. may God ve a way out.. cheer girls! went lunch wif matt, jo n jas.. din eat... was watching jas. eat.. was crapping ard wif matt. n oh ya matt falling in love! wait.. when ever is he not in love? he likes every girl he c.... ass! nvm abt tt.. yep! jo. left n woo~ n i started to be lame... hahahaz.. dey carn stand mi.. neither can i stand myself either.... -_- n matt! n e girl... -__- i ve no comment! n com'on.. u cried cuz of her?(believe it?) he cried! wth! sissy! hahaz.... ate when i reach bishan n oh goodness.. i ve a hard time eating! thx jas.. -_- hahaz.... was toking to her abt him since like fri. n she's damn sick! but i still cont. n she started.. cont. more abt him i will tok to u abt edmund n oh tt part.. i almost puke off everything onto her face but i got chock instead.... -bleah- wadever it is.. he's still e best! best guy k! hahaz.. jas's face is now -_-...... take it ez dear! hahaz