came back from chalet.... eveything is so fun.... din go fer gB yesterday.. went chalet instead... was so tired... had drill test 1 in e morning.... hope things go on the right track... my cousins were all busy eating when i reach dere... eat n eat.. whoo.. follow em... became fat.. -bleah- nvm.. bbq in e night.... ate a little n was full.... watch soccer match... got bored.... saw a little boy who is my aunt's friend child... no one wanna play wif him... took pity on him... bought him to the playroom... cute.... reali cute.. his smile, his laughter make mi misses my childhood days.. played wif him soccer.... hahaz.. how dumb huhz? got tired... bring him back.. wash up.. rest n sis suggested majong.... everyone got so excited... caught the seat.. n sat down to play... din reali noe how to play.. but dad assist mi along.... not tt bad... played till erm... 1++ den reali wan to sleep... yup.... skool gonna re-open tml.. how bored.... i dun miss skool after sumthing happen... i dun wan to go back! hate skool! reali hate it...

everything n everyone on diz earth is so bias.. tried to be equal... but i cant... i got to noe tt acutally we are having a competition everyday.... if u miss out on diz... u can forever be the last... happened in gB, happened in a relationship, happened in a friendship.... in gB, i tried so hard to perform well on wad im assigned to... but i dun understand.. y do she still keep on find her instead of mi when im doing everything... she noes everything.. n it seems tt she is e in-charge n im juz an "extra" dere... n when things go wrong... its my fault! forever it will be my fault.... tt is e onli way i can prove myself tt at least i can do sumthing in gB.. but now forget it... i can never be known well in gB anymore! or is it my fault to ask her to help mi? again its my fault... in a relationship, i din mean to vent every anger of mine on him... i hate it when im telling u my probs... u will juz sumhow sae sum "ren shen dao li" which i reali hate it alot.. i dun need all tt.... all i need is juz u listen to mi... after i let everything out.. im fine.. i will noe wad to do... i dun need ur comments ur wadever... juz need u to listen.. i reali appreciate it alot... in a friendship... i reali dunnoe wad to sae... i juz settle one big prob wif the bs.. n now it cum another... diz tym i admit tt im the one at fault... i said sorrie.. i said.. but she dun care.... wad can i do? reali.. how shld i do...