[25 of sept 2003... 12.00am... memorable.. u r serious...] all diz are juz repeating n repeating all abt in my mind had not been thinking fer such a long long tym.... u actually can put down the stuffs tt had happened druing the last 1yr n 7mths…. 1yr 7mths.... are all diz rubbish to u? or its juz a fairy tale which u tink it was unreal at all... nva tot tt it would be her.. y her? if its was another gal... n if she is so much beta den mi.. i admit tt i lose the battle.. but y her... tt bitch? who actually cuz her good friend to ate 30 pills at a go, it almost take away her life!.... cuz of she snatching of her bf... can she be more slutty den diz? i dun get it.. among all the gal, u choose her... y her? is she tt great? juz be-cuz she ve the same initate as u or wad? does she go through real tough tym wif u lyk i do? i dun get it.. its juz 2 weeks tt both of u got to noe each other.... n it seems to mi u already love her so madly n deeply.... would u wake up... so wad even she promise u stuffs... i noe u believe but all of us nva nva believe after wad she had done to her good friend... cuz she is one unworthy bitch! though i din noe her, but all e bad stuffs she had done already spread through the skool... even louis can stand her... y muz u fall into her trap? u said u are serious n wan to reali last long... how would u noe she would wan to last n be serious wif u.... i apologise fer saying all diz but still, i dun wish to c u get hurt in the end.... but since u chosen her, den all the best wif her....