y m i doing here at diz tym? im suppose to be alseep! but i cant! i juz cant! im so so tired.... my neck start to get pain again! im under stress? wad stress? i dun c i ve ani stress! look! i dun even nod wad im going though! maybe the pain in my heart make my whole body feeling numb n i totally loose control n feeling of everything... im too numb to feel a thing! dun stress mi up wif ur ques! i dunnoe wad's the answer... i was once urs but im no longer belong to u! but i nod i cant hide away from my true feelings... i nod wad's the answer now but i dun wan to hurt another person again! im so sorrie to let u be the one who suffer n let u go through all diz urself! if u understand wad im feeling now... will u stop stiring up my life?

i care so much fer u day n night! but u dun care! u can actually sae tt im fliming a movie wif u.. im not! im not! i dun get wad u mean... i nod u care but y dun u juz show out... i dun c y... i reali dun! fliming a movie wif u... i dunnoe weather i shld cry or luff at it! i dunnoe... it seems so funnie when u tell mi tt but it hurts mi alot right down my heart! ve u got a tot fer mi... is dere aniway tt i can cont to stay in ur arms? is dere? making a decision over diz thing is reali a difficult thing to do.. if i shld make 3 ppl unhappie or juz one person to be unhappie... i chose the selfish choice but do u care? do u apprectiate it? tell u truely! i REGRET! regret! telling myself over n over again tt tml will juz be a beta day... wishing n hoping tt u would start to reali discover how i feel fer u.... but u dun care! alright! i being to take things lightly cuz it seems tt u cant be bothered animore... since u tink dragging can lead to sumthing good.... den u can cont dragging ur life..... n im telling u tt im leaving u soon... soon!