juz came back from skool! hmm.. nuttin much happened in skool... well, everything seems so up n down... i dunnoe.. went fer lunch after skool wif jas ger n yean... was having so much fun n laughter dere.. keee... on the way to the foodcourt... dere's diz stray dog... n a little kiddie boi was lyk:"elloz doggie" n the boi was so so so cute! n we all went "awww.... tt's so cute" keeeee... wanna take back my gB card from wk... but he's too busy to make it today so he gonna gif it to mi tml... was kinda irritated... wadever~ aniway, to prevent ani misunderstanding things to happen, called him to accompany to the the card back from wk.... but he was lyk mei you kong(not free) okie! den fine... before putting down the phone... heard from the background THOSE WORDS again! the torturing words again! well, i totally ve *no comments* abt whoever the person is n wadever the person had said cuz its juz so childish! childish childish childish! I HAD ENUFF! FCUK OFF U PPL!

i was thinking... after hanging down the phone wif him... wondering if he will be scolding the person who said the words or would he be luffing away wif tt person.... n make mi feel so much lyk a fool to be so into him... it reali make mi feel tt im so stupid to make such a choice! told him abt the edmund thingy... running in n out of 5hope shouting tt bastard's name... n his reaction was saying back the bastard's name back to mi... ve he ever tink of how would i reali reali feel?

its all lies! u lied to mi! u r a big big liar! i hate u! u told mi u ve family problems n told mi u cant be wif mi tt often... i tried to be understanding... i tried... i want to show u tt i actually can be a very understanding girl.... if u cant be wif mi.. i dun c y U STILL CAN HANG OUT WIF U FRIENDS LYK NOBODY'S BUSINESS! i reali dun c the reason.... it make mi feel so much lyk a idiot who actually cares n worried fer u day n night.... but u cant even be bother wif mi... tinking tt all diz is juz a li suo tang ran thing.... i reali hate u! liar!