Tuesday, June 24
woke up at 8.45... got online.. saw tt benedict was online.. tok to him till now.... he's such a nice chap... love toking to him.. he can atually make mi forget everything bad things tt ve happened in my life......
felt so uneasy when he no longer need mi to gif morning call
felt so uneasy when he no longer rush mi to eat my breakfast
felt so uneasy when he no longer tease mi
felt so uneasy when he no longer need to avoid other gers
felt so uneasy when he no longer sae "good morning dear"
im still tinking of it.. hate it.. when can i juz 4get abt all diz... wad m i thinking... im so mixed-up.. i dun even noe wad im feeling now... he said lots of things last nite tt reali reali make mi so much to cry again.... i dun wish n wan to cry again... *its gone.. the relationship is gone... stop perstering mi n stop making mi cry*
"I was finally getting over you and actually believing I didn't need you. Then you smiled at me and ruined it all."
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