nuttin much today... but kinda miserable... lots n lots of things r getting out of hand... if i got to nod the real truth.. i will nva go n even sae a "hi" cuz i nod it will nva make e other party feel good... i mean both of us r juz kinda friends... cant we even be friends? is there a restriction to being as simple as friends? i onli got to noe the whole damn truth LAST NITE NOT ON LAST MORNING... n i totally nod nuts... of cuz.... i will back off myself but y do u still treat mi as if im amanda... while im not....

i reali feel so fuck up~ do u ppl even nod the feeling? i dun feel good at all.. im too suffering.... i already back out... wad more u stilll want? if diz attitude problem of urs cont. to goes on... it can nva nva turn out to be good n ppl will suffering even more... n if u r reading diz... i din mean to hurt u nor to make u feel more angry wif mi.. but theres alot things u gota nod.. not everyone is lyk us who can tolerate ur nonsense.... a few yrs we may separate n go for wad we reali want.... dun tell mi u gonna take ur attitude up wif u wherever u will go.... either in poly of jc... cont. wif diz attitude problem... not ppl around u will suffer but the one suffering is u.... try to give n take; furture more diz world does not belong to u... ppl need not to gif u face n go according to wad u want.... aniway... im sorry for saying all diz....