im taking my results tmr. its scaring the hell out of me and seriously its something i dread off every moment. basically, to sum up what im busying with right now is just work work and more work. seriously, i think im so not someone who works from 9 to 5. it bored the hell out of me even though its easy money. i need something more then money - excitment and challenges. tt totally explains why i desperately wants to be an air-stewardess. anyway, never in my whole life had i worked so hard until the day i stepped into aviva to work. i work the hell and shit out of my life and i think they really pay me $6.50 without loosing a single cent. i miss school so much now that i dun mind attending a 5 hours lecture in one row right now. just one more freaking week to go and i can hang out with the girls. germaine is back and the rest are still dangling around but where they are will be another question. this is just something random. i'll post something more interesting when i feel like it.
23:50
Tuesday, February 28
yeahh! MY EXAMS ARE OVER. actually, it means more than just exams over. it means more than throwing away all my lecture notes. it means, I DUN! LOOK, I DUN ve to face people who i dun wish to face. like mr. YELLOW and miss WADEVER , and many many many more. i think they are weird. i dun mind if u say im totally anti-social in my poly life. or to put it in a uglier way, u can say, i have NO friends in poly. im TOTALLY fine with it. im happy with the people in my life. i dun need weird ppl who stays in boon lay to enter my life and DESTORY it. but again, this will only last 1 1/2 mths to 2 mths. den the same old lifestyle begins. i gotta see them and pretend as if im okie with boon lay people which in fact is NOT. they will start with all the disgusting hokkien vulgarities tt i never in my life hear before. i dun wish to think of the worst.
ohhh. i watched final destination 3 today. its crap. seriously, it gross me out and next it has very sucky ending. though i din watch the first 2, i believe this is the worst among all. i should have watch better show.
out.
02:17
Thursday, February 23
Im gonna have my mechanics paper later and i think anxiety has just overcome me. It feels the same when i took my Os. I carn wait for exams to be over. I carn wait for results to be out. Somehow, i just detest schoolworks and perhaps, the ppl there. Mum thinks i hate everyone. The other day she just told me this - "just name me the no. of people u like. it will be easier." Anyway, i went for job interview yesterday. I hope i get the admin. job. I think admin jobs are good cuz they are easy money. Its super slacky and the hours are like 9 to 5. its only 5 days per week. I dun think i suit being a sale-girl or anything other than doing admin. cuz i decided to limit myself in this kind of thing. HAHA. this is just something random.
OH! SOMETHING ELSE. sam got herself into trouble and got me over to help her. Its the craziest thing ever. When i reached the hospital, i really had no idea to laugh or to cry for her seeing her in tt aweful state. Its worst than me falling off the bicycle the other time. But again, come to think abt it, when i fall off the bicycle, i think im worst. I looked as if someone had beaten me up. I looked exactly how sam looks like now. So, tt fall was pretty bad. I met sam and ju for awhile yesterday, they look better already. They scare the hell outta me on sunday morning. I wonder where on earth did i pick sam up as my friend. Not just friend, but buddy?
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